well moms been out of the hospital for about 2 weeks now. job searching isnt going to well... but school is. I am starting on my character Zero Hanakaze hopeing to make him a reality sooner or later. atleast i got one of like 15 form portraits. i have to start somewhere. and hopefully get a real image of him. and have a cool artist on here draw him to true awesomeness . im sorta getting over perfection and just drawing to show people atleast what he would basically look like. hope i can get some replies sooner or later.

Well moms in hospital for a blood clot that can kill her and im worried sick. and there is nothing i can really do to help... my PC died and ironically im using my moms laptop to write this. all info on my character Zero Hanakaze is lost except for what i had saved here. just means i have to restart from scratch and contrusct him again. school is doing good. but might become more stressful for i have to start looking for a job tomorro so i can help my mom atleast a little with finances. i hardly write journals for i never truly saw any use for them but it actually is a stress reliever to write this down even if a little. alot is being tossed at me and my bro for what could be the worst thing to happen to us. atleast my brother has a job. now its my turn. atleasts friends help relieve the stress for they care because they know i care when they need it. to all my friends and all my deviants I watch hope you guys and gals have a great day week month year lifetime. until i update again laters

Been a long time since i tried anything on my Zero Hanakaze Character. all I ever did was add minor things on his Mana Seal, a WIP of his sword, and His profile. the profile is a document on who he is.

The things I am now working on for him is making him more unique. To do this I am introducing his own moves. Moves he only knows. I also intend to see if i can make some more weapon sketches for him. All his weapons he manifests so when he pulls out the weapon it will have the main Mana Seal shown somewhere on it. what i am working on right now is his moves. then when i get a chance ill work on different weapons.

basically to put my plans in a list.

Document on his Moves. remember he is a fist fighter. I call his moves the Falling Star Arts. this will all be explained in the document when i upload it here.

Art on weapons.
-Sword(already completed)
-Katana
-Axe
-Bow
-Scyth
-Gun
-Polearm
-Spear
-Staff
-Hammer(this would be more towards a funny situation)

and last would be Updates to the Profile.

I seriously doubt i'd draw the weapons anytime soon cus i suck at drawing and i am stuck with school. but i will try cus i just have to remember i have to start somewhere. oh yea. im also busy with a friend of mines fangame. im trying to make a level for it. coming out ok. if you want to check it out go to
Youtube.com/user/ZeroFollower0

yea i got like 5 different things im doing. check for updates for the fangame. or updates from Bleedman. man that dude rocks. man wish i could draw like him. make it alot easier making my character come to life. oh back on track. making the level. and trying to learn to code enemis for the fangame. busy busy busy thats all everyone is....

tho i do know many people here so i cant tag anyone else T.T oh well. my friend Mariko15 Tag me but i asked for it in a way .

rules are simple to those who want to just do it for fun. there are 8 question you must answer with a urbandictionary.com defin. so best to stick to one word.

ok Here I go.

1)Your Name: Ryan
Defin: a handsome man with determination and drive, a good sense of humor, easy going and carefree. Fun to be around, easy to talk to, never fake and full of optimism.

(riiiiiight....)

2) Age: 19
Defin: The Canadian drinking age. 2 years better than 21

(Damn Straight HAHA.... wish Cali followed this rule.)

3)What Sould you be doing(insted of this ): ... VIDEO GAMES
Defin: An escape from life, like (see weed). When you get back, the problems of life hit you in the face like a brick.

(very true...)

4)Favorite Color: Grey
Defin:The coolest color ever. It's like... it's almost like it's a mixture of Black AND White!

and for fun

Defin 2: A black person who acts white;
Or when a white person trys to act "gangsta or black"

(thats some funny shit right there. see sweet daddy D from Jeff dunham to get the joke.)

5)Birth Place: dont know so i say California. I was born in Cali but dont know specifically where.
Defin: 1. Good Weather
2. Great Beaches
3. Hot People
4. Home to Orange County
5. Usually made fun of by people in land-locked states with shitty weather and ugly hicks who fantasize about fucking the cast of "the o.c."
you wish you had the terminator as your governor <-- this is a qoute for the defin. i thought it was funny.

(NOT TRUE... for the most part)

6)Birth Month: January (boy ima hate this...)
Defin: One of the worst month's of the year for most people. Either after New Years, where as you did some so incredibly stupid you'll regret it forever. Or that your going back to work or school. Which either way you hate it.
Oh shit! It's January again.<--- another funny qoute.

(Agreed)

7) Last Person you talked to: Dad, Raymond
Defin: A type of boy who is a complete slut and likes girls ranging from 13 to 30 in most cases. This type of guy is usually broke and a wannabe gold digger.

(thats sounds about right...)

8)One of your nicknames: Zero(those who didnt see that coming need to go to a doctor cus you may be missing half your brian...)
Defin:6.Name of an A-class (now S) Maverick Hunter and X's best friend in the Megaman/Rockman X series. He also features in his own series, Megaman Zero. He have several names given by the fans such as the Crimson Devil, Captain Kamikaze and Zero Omega. He is also the last Wilybot (robots constructed by Dr.Wily) and he's the original carrier of the Maverick Virus.
He's famous for his long, long, loooong blond hair, red armour and his sabre. Earlier on, he's famous for his devil-may-care attitude and rather reckless style. Now he's cool and clear-headed, particularly after Iris died.
Living up to his name, in the first X game he self-destructed to save X's life from Vile. He came back in the second game, and sacrificed himself AGAIN in the fifth. But he still came back in the next instalment.
In the Zero series which is set after 100 years of the X series, he's the main hero, helping the rebels to fight against an anarchy rule. Only time will tell to reveal if he's the true Zero...or not.
However, without doubt, Inafune the creator os Zero obviously shows he loves Zero more...

(Captain Kamikaze Indeed. im sure he will kill himself atleast 2 more times before the series ends.)

there ya go that was really fun would recammand doing it too. also you must tag 3 friends. like i said i dont know any here.