Well moms in hospital for a blood clot that can kill her and im worried sick. and there is nothing i can really do to help... my PC died and ironically im using my moms laptop to write this. all info on my character Zero Hanakaze is lost except for what i had saved here. just means i have to restart from scratch and contrusct him again. school is doing good. but might become more stressful for i have to start looking for a job tomorro so i can help my mom atleast a little with finances. i hardly write journals for i never truly saw any use for them but it actually is a stress reliever to write this down even if a little. alot is being tossed at me and my bro for what could be the worst thing to happen to us. atleast my brother has a job. now its my turn. atleasts friends help relieve the stress for they care because they know i care when they need it. to all my friends and all my deviants I watch hope you guys and gals have a great day week month year lifetime. until i update again laters